Drama Queen Herself

Fandom is about fandom, it's a great big social club I realized that a lot of people will go trolling over the k-pop fever us fangirls have but they knew nothing about it. They don't know how much courage we get just by supporting them. Haters and antis don't know that these people give us joy in life. Sure enough, these idols have their own flaws but nobody's perfect. I'm proud to be a fan girl, an obsessive maniac and whatsoever stupid nicknames people will call us.  Nothing, I repeat, nothing can stop our affectionate feelings towards them. So, I guess there is no use of  trashing and there is no use of defending either. We can't satisfy all people.  Su Ho , the smiling angel ; Kris , the ice prince ; Xiu Min , the chinese bun ; Lu Han , the baby face ;  Se Hun , the shy maknae ; D.O , the derp ; Tao , the buing buing ; Lay , the forgetful unicorn ; Kai , the face-palming kid ; Baekhyun , the cutie pie ; Chanyeol , the happy virus I...

How could I forget? O.O I need to jump off the cliff right now. My dear Jessica Jung. Today is your birthday. So, happy 23th birthday, SNSD's ice princess . I've been your fan ever since I laid my eyes on you, Jessy. That blonde hair you had in Seoul's MV really attracted me. I must thank MTV, Seohyun and Kyuhyun for introducing me to you, hee. You and your sweet smile, your cold exterior, your cuteness, your soothing voice and your idiotic laugh. How could I not fall for you, Jessica? (misleading :3) I've never been a die-hard-fan for female celebrities after Miley Cyrus. Though you're a bad, a really really bad cook, I still love you. You inspire me, Jessica Jung in so many ways people couldn't imagine. You gave me that little hope with that spark of flame in you. I've been waiting for days to write you this special letter for your birthday. Sica, thanks a lot for being the awesome girl you are. I really really really love you, adore you, look up to you, r...

These days, I prefer simplicity . No boyfriends, no dramas, no jealousy, no bitches. Just a simple life. My mind is more clear than ever and life could never been better. Or happier. Or merrier. On the another note, I want times to freeze and enjoy every little moments. Again, I warn you, I hate complex things so just back off, okay? Just so you know, I enjoy being single and free. I enjoy having crush on someone. I enjoy flirting with guys ; hot guys particularly . I enjoy marrying my bias in my mind. I have no regret whatsoever now that I had let you go. I'm glad I made that decision. I'm thankful that you've gone from my life, forever. I repeat, forever. By the way, I love your new hair, Mr Crush <3 p/s : EXO to debut in less than a week! So hype c(:

My next target! <3 p/s : I've been doing 'How I Met Your Mother' marathon. Barney is awesome!

Alhamdulillah. Aku bersyukur sangat-sangat dengan pemberianMu, Ya Allah. I gembira sangat bila dapat tahu keputusan SPM tadi. Walaupun ada yang cakap, sayang gilaaaa, tapi I tetap bersyukur . Tak terkilan langsung. Insya allah, impian untuk jadi doktor akan tercapai suatu hari nanti. Insya allah. Terima kasih kat mak dengan abah I. Terima kasih kat cikgu-cikgu yang ajar I walaupun I ni kat sekolah sifat malas tuh selalu sangat melekap. Terima kasih kat member-member yang tercinta, hehe. Sebab banyak tolong cek ni haaa. Congrats untuk Farahin sebab pecah rekod sekolah wooot wooot. And untuk Nana , tahniah sayangku ^^ hihi. Tercapai apa yg kau hajati kan? ;D Untuk Fyra yang dapat sama result dengan I, sep sep akak ipar ku :p hehe. Raudhah and Zana , congrats jugakkk. Qila baby , Sue and Ieya , tahniah yeeee! Kecik and Qida jugakk. Koko Pinko yang hok ohh tuh pun. Najlaa , madu I tak datang tadi. Hmm, good luck la ye :p Aku cinta mati dengan korang semuaaa <3 Good luck untuk ...

O Allah, may tomorrow brings r a i n b o w for me and my parents Rasa takut, berdebar, curious, dan sebagainya. Esok. Esok. Esok. Esok. Esok. Esok. Okay, sudah gila. Esok. Esok. Esok. The word keeps floating in my mind right now. Apa yang akan jadi esok? Nak expect apa esok? Serious I tak tahu. Hanya mampu berdoa yang I dapat apa yang I nak, apa yang parents I nak. To all 94-lines , good luck ye. I tahu yuols pun cuak macam I jugak. Siapa yang tak cuak kan? Memang patut terjun laut la. Hehe. Nampak tak? Nampak tak? Itu ketawa gementar yang di buat-buat. Padahal, dalam hati ni haaa, dup dap dup dap. Tapi, esok I dapat jumpa member semua. Best nyaaa. Tak sabar nyaaa. Rindu kat dorang semua, okaaay? Hok ohh! *tangankatbahu* Hihi, post ni ditaip hanya untuk memenuhi masa lapang dan menenangkan hati yang berkecamuk resah ni. Cehh -..- Okay bye. Bye Bye Bye. MyungEun - the cold couple <3 p/s : Shut Up Flower Boy Band memang best gilaaa >.<

L if for love 13 March 1992 Kim Myungsoo was born to rock this world :) How can I begin my birthday letter for you? Okay, let's start with your awesomeness. The first time I saw you on TV, I didn't really notice your face. To be honest, I thought you were old. I was new to k-pop on that time so I never really heard of Infinite. When they mentioned you as L Infinite, my mind spoke, 'Who the hell is he?' Later on, when I finally knew k-pop by heart, I looked back to that show you were on. I was impressed by your face, of course. Hee. And damn! Why didn't I look at him before? I first listened to Infinite song, BTD during Music Bank in Tokyo. They were so lucky to watch you danced on the stage. As usual, Infinite rocked the performance! Starting from that day, I began paying attention to you guys. Soon, without realizing, I'm an Inspirit. I watched your MVs, your show. My eyes were glued on you alone. But, I learned to know the rest of Infinite members 'cause ...