Drama Queen Herself

Hi :) So, guess what? It's been a year since I last posted an entry for this blog. I doubt anyone is missing me hah! The purpose of this post is in honour of the transferring of Petr Cech , from the greatest club of the world CFC (bias, I know ;p) to the Gunners. A dedication to the man who started it all. Petr Cech had been playing for Chelsea since 2007 and was brilliant ever since. The last EPL season, he was benched for most of the games and thus he decided to leave the club, searching for a new place in Arsenal. It hurt me honestly. So much. This is like Lampard all over again. Petr Cech was the sole reason I'm a Chelsea fan in the first place. He caught my attention during the World Cup 2006. My obsession over Chelsea and Germany national team. They all started because of him. I found out that he was playing for Czech Republic. Later then, I was told he was actually the goalkeeper of Chelsea FC. Then I started supporting the club which had introduced me to Michea...

I just have to post this to shake off the excitement from the game last night. So, last night Germany face off with USA and won 1-0 and both teams are through to the knock-out rounds. And last night was also the first game of Germany in this year WC that I got to watch live. When they played Portugal, I was still amid my final exam and I missed the game against Ghana. So, yeah. Last night was really exciting though the game was not as exciting. I was hoping for more action from them but nvm, Muller scored so there you go. I really can't stop smiling when the game started. I literally had to hide my smile under my blanket, you know, in case my brothers saw it even though we were watching in the dark because it was like 12 a.m. here in Malaysia. It was raining and they played drenched in sweats and rain and the view couldn't got any hotter (I'm sorry couldn't resist myself). Even their coach was looking so finee. Hummels was looking so hot and I'm prett...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum :) Today is June 15th! So, happy birthday Nurafarahin binti Ab Aziz ! You're 20, girl~ Stop growing haha. I want to express how big my love for you is. It's as big as the earth and the sky, with all the little people and stars. You are a fine lady now (tho not as fabulous as me ha!) Farah my cuppy cake, Thanks for being my friend. We've know each other for more than 7 years and we only got close in the fifth (or fourth?) year of our friendship. Because of what? Because of boys over flower! I remember asking if you watched that drama and you said yes and the rest were history. Came the period of spazzing and squealing and scribbling your desk. Good times good times. The first group that we spazzed about was SuJu! Or 2PM? I can't remember. Too many memories of us during high school that I didn't know which is which haha. Do you know that whenever I'm having troubles or have to choose between two options or rec...

After going through their MVs in my folder, I have come to realize that I used to love these guys to death. And I still do. It’s just that these days I’m all about EXO that I forget how precious and dear they were once to me. They touch my heart in a way no other people can do and I’m mad at myself for abandoning them. Hearing their songs that have made me fell in love with them helplessly, watching their antics in Infinite Sesame Player. All those things are what I’d come to love. I feel so bad that I keep forgetting them as I’m busy pursuing EXO. Infinite was one of the highlights of my life. I can still remember my first time watching their performance on Music Bank Tokyo. They performed Before the Dawn and it was love at first sight. Of course it was L that stole my heart and to this day, he still is the one. There was once when Sunggyu caught my eyes (or ears) because his voice is just so mesmerizing but L took it back because he’s a dork and I love him as h...

Assalamualaikum. Let me start by saying bismillahirahmanirahim and alhamdulillah . It's the year of 2014 and as I look back, almost everything had change for the better and I'm grateful of who I am today. Ever since matriculation, my life had been great and peaceful. I met new people from all walk of lives and I experienced things I would had never imagine I would do back then. Being here in UKM is a blessing to me. I can still remember when I first got my acceptance result here in UKM in bachelor in Physiotherapy and I was disappointed for I had always wanted to be a doctor. I cried and frustrated of myself. My parents were right behind me but other people around me kept asking why didn't I was accepted for medic? And I had no answer. I was hesitated at first and was even weighing on applying a semi-gov university. But, alhamdulliah, with His guide, here I am feeling better than ever. University life differs from Matriculation or high school. Here, everyone is ...

Assalamualaikum :) It's been awhile. Rindu kita tak? Ngee :3 Ini untuk motivasi diri.  Sebenarnya, I tak tahu nak cerita apa ermm tapi hati ni terpanggil untuk update blog, harharhar. Rasa macam hari ni sweet sangat kalau update blog, harharhar. Okay stop. Sebenarnya lagi, sekarang I tengah relaks kat rumah padahal 2 hari lagi ada test MUET and a week or so, ada final exam . Rasa rasa nya dah boleh nampak masa depan yang gelap tu kalau cenggini perangaiya, tehee  ♥ Disebabkan dah lama gila gila punya gila tak update, so hari ni, mari lah kita bersama sama cramp kan pelbagai cerita 2 bulan dalam satu entry, yeayy! Okay, sebenarnya lagi, tak ada kisah menarik pun tapi ada la sikit kot tapi tak berapa nak menarik tapi erm cerita je la tapi lagi macam malas pulak. *please put that stone down :p* Mari kita mulakan dengan cerita yang paling penting kekononnya la. I kan rasa macam ughhh, duduk dalam penjara kat Matriks. Bila balik rumah, dapat surf Internet, r...

Assalammualaikum and halluzzz dear friends *insertcutewavesgif* First of allzzz, sangat sangat excited macam nak gila dah ni, tak sabar gila, sumpah tak sabar sangat sangat brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Okay, macam ni introduction nya. Pada satu malam yang sunyi, masa tengah baring dalam bilik, tiba tiba, farahin call. And dia pun macam 'aku ada benda nak bagitahu ni blahblahblah*takingat*blahblahblah. EXO ARE CONFIRMED FOR TO THE BEAUTIFUL YOU .' And I pun jerit dengan tersangat kuat sampai bilik depan pun boleh dengar. HAHHAA. Lantak la kan. Asalkan aku bahagia. Ohhh, best sangat. Tak sabar sangat ^^ Serious tak sabar. Biar la dorang jadi background je ke apa ke, I tak kira. My Exo :') My babies <3~~ Dan dan, not to mention, my other boyfriend, Myungsoo aka L pun akan berlakon jugak dalam cerita tuh! DOUBLE CLOUD NINE BABEEEHHHHHH~~ Okay, Byha, cukup. Cukup. Relax. Breath. Ingat, awak nak exam lagi berapa minggu je ni. Haha. Tapi apa pun, hari hari yang dilalu...

warning : this post is football related ~  19/05 ; This is too beautiful :') Rasa terharu nak cerita ni :') Hari bersejarah untuk Chelsea! Okay, I tahu yang congratulatory post ni sangat lembap. Berita tuh dah basi kan? But not to me <3 Bila meneliti gambar gambar di Tumblr, I macam ASDFGHJKL Macam tak caye jeeee >.< Those happy faces, kyaaa~ le creys T^T Akhirnya, dorang dapat genggam piala Champions League tuh. But, bad news seemed to follow our heroes' big success. My Didi is leaving Chelseaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Nooooooooooooooooooo. Didi , jangan pergi. We need you! I NEED YOU HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Sigh. Keputusan bukan di tangan I atau kaki I atau hidung I. If he wants to leave, I'll support him. "So, eight seasons, 157 goals, three Premier League titles, two Premier League golden boots, four FA Cups, two League Cups and one big fat Champions League-winning penalty - and with that that, he’s gone. W...

Oomakkauu! Besarnyaaa, haha O_O Ayooooo wassup! I'm a gangsta, yo. Roll like a buffalo. So, here's a brief update of my current life. I'm obsessed with Exo. Lyk seriously. Sleep. Exo. Shower. Exo. Eat. Exo. TV. Exo. Internet. Exo. Tumblr. Exo. Youtube. Exo. And the list goes on and on. How can all 12 of them be so perfect /le creys T^T And I spend most of my time watching Running Man and How I Met Your Mother. I'm over my crush. I have no new crush. I'm gonna hunt for one when I attend Matriculation. I love the life of a forever-alone fan girl, wooo hooo. Wait, I forgot. I'm already married to Mr. L aka Kim Myungsoo, teehee  ♥ ♥ So far, life is good. Hihi ^^ And oh! I'm a unicorn. *flap flap* Buh-bye, peeps *waves* p/s : I'm in a crazy mode rite now, erkkk. 

Fandom is about fandom, it's a great big social club I realized that a lot of people will go trolling over the k-pop fever us fangirls have but they knew nothing about it. They don't know how much courage we get just by supporting them. Haters and antis don't know that these people give us joy in life. Sure enough, these idols have their own flaws but nobody's perfect. I'm proud to be a fan girl, an obsessive maniac and whatsoever stupid nicknames people will call us.  Nothing, I repeat, nothing can stop our affectionate feelings towards them. So, I guess there is no use of  trashing and there is no use of defending either. We can't satisfy all people.  Su Ho , the smiling angel ; Kris , the ice prince ; Xiu Min , the chinese bun ; Lu Han , the baby face ;  Se Hun , the shy maknae ; D.O , the derp ; Tao , the buing buing ; Lay , the forgetful unicorn ; Kai , the face-palming kid ; Baekhyun , the cutie pie ; Chanyeol , the happy virus I...

How could I forget? O.O I need to jump off the cliff right now. My dear Jessica Jung. Today is your birthday. So, happy 23th birthday, SNSD's ice princess . I've been your fan ever since I laid my eyes on you, Jessy. That blonde hair you had in Seoul's MV really attracted me. I must thank MTV, Seohyun and Kyuhyun for introducing me to you, hee. You and your sweet smile, your cold exterior, your cuteness, your soothing voice and your idiotic laugh. How could I not fall for you, Jessica? (misleading :3) I've never been a die-hard-fan for female celebrities after Miley Cyrus. Though you're a bad, a really really bad cook, I still love you. You inspire me, Jessica Jung in so many ways people couldn't imagine. You gave me that little hope with that spark of flame in you. I've been waiting for days to write you this special letter for your birthday. Sica, thanks a lot for being the awesome girl you are. I really really really love you, adore you, look up to you, r...

These days, I prefer simplicity . No boyfriends, no dramas, no jealousy, no bitches. Just a simple life. My mind is more clear than ever and life could never been better. Or happier. Or merrier. On the another note, I want times to freeze and enjoy every little moments. Again, I warn you, I hate complex things so just back off, okay? Just so you know, I enjoy being single and free. I enjoy having crush on someone. I enjoy flirting with guys ; hot guys particularly . I enjoy marrying my bias in my mind. I have no regret whatsoever now that I had let you go. I'm glad I made that decision. I'm thankful that you've gone from my life, forever. I repeat, forever. By the way, I love your new hair, Mr Crush <3 p/s : EXO to debut in less than a week! So hype c(:

My next target! <3 p/s : I've been doing 'How I Met Your Mother' marathon. Barney is awesome!

Alhamdulillah. Aku bersyukur sangat-sangat dengan pemberianMu, Ya Allah. I gembira sangat bila dapat tahu keputusan SPM tadi. Walaupun ada yang cakap, sayang gilaaaa, tapi I tetap bersyukur . Tak terkilan langsung. Insya allah, impian untuk jadi doktor akan tercapai suatu hari nanti. Insya allah. Terima kasih kat mak dengan abah I. Terima kasih kat cikgu-cikgu yang ajar I walaupun I ni kat sekolah sifat malas tuh selalu sangat melekap. Terima kasih kat member-member yang tercinta, hehe. Sebab banyak tolong cek ni haaa. Congrats untuk Farahin sebab pecah rekod sekolah wooot wooot. And untuk Nana , tahniah sayangku ^^ hihi. Tercapai apa yg kau hajati kan? ;D Untuk Fyra yang dapat sama result dengan I, sep sep akak ipar ku :p hehe. Raudhah and Zana , congrats jugakkk. Qila baby , Sue and Ieya , tahniah yeeee! Kecik and Qida jugakk. Koko Pinko yang hok ohh tuh pun. Najlaa , madu I tak datang tadi. Hmm, good luck la ye :p Aku cinta mati dengan korang semuaaa <3 Good luck untuk ...

O Allah, may tomorrow brings r a i n b o w for me and my parents Rasa takut, berdebar, curious, dan sebagainya. Esok. Esok. Esok. Esok. Esok. Esok. Okay, sudah gila. Esok. Esok. Esok. The word keeps floating in my mind right now. Apa yang akan jadi esok? Nak expect apa esok? Serious I tak tahu. Hanya mampu berdoa yang I dapat apa yang I nak, apa yang parents I nak. To all 94-lines , good luck ye. I tahu yuols pun cuak macam I jugak. Siapa yang tak cuak kan? Memang patut terjun laut la. Hehe. Nampak tak? Nampak tak? Itu ketawa gementar yang di buat-buat. Padahal, dalam hati ni haaa, dup dap dup dap. Tapi, esok I dapat jumpa member semua. Best nyaaa. Tak sabar nyaaa. Rindu kat dorang semua, okaaay? Hok ohh! *tangankatbahu* Hihi, post ni ditaip hanya untuk memenuhi masa lapang dan menenangkan hati yang berkecamuk resah ni. Cehh -..- Okay bye. Bye Bye Bye. MyungEun - the cold couple <3 p/s : Shut Up Flower Boy Band memang best gilaaa >.<

L if for love 13 March 1992 Kim Myungsoo was born to rock this world :) How can I begin my birthday letter for you? Okay, let's start with your awesomeness. The first time I saw you on TV, I didn't really notice your face. To be honest, I thought you were old. I was new to k-pop on that time so I never really heard of Infinite. When they mentioned you as L Infinite, my mind spoke, 'Who the hell is he?' Later on, when I finally knew k-pop by heart, I looked back to that show you were on. I was impressed by your face, of course. Hee. And damn! Why didn't I look at him before? I first listened to Infinite song, BTD during Music Bank in Tokyo. They were so lucky to watch you danced on the stage. As usual, Infinite rocked the performance! Starting from that day, I began paying attention to you guys. Soon, without realizing, I'm an Inspirit. I watched your MVs, your show. My eyes were glued on you alone. But, I learned to know the rest of Infinite members 'cause ...

I'm obsessing over Infinite's Kim Myungsoo or better known as L. The face of the group, he is my ideal guy. I love just everything about him, tehee :3 warning : fangirling spam His seductive gaze His soft side , awwww <3 His smexy smirk His cuteness-overload smile His guitar playing ability His infamous poker face His burning stare His goofiness His cold exterior His sexiness His pucker lips I wanna smack, wahahhahahhahahaha :p My first impression might seem cold, but I can be your closest friend. - Kim Myungsoo He's P E R F E C T Dia berlakon drama ni sekarang. 'Shut up flower boy band.' I belum sempat download lagi. Tak kira, nak tengok jugak nanti, grrr. Oppa, no kiss scene please :( Okay? Hehe Sar ang hae yo, Myu ngs oo o ppa p/s : Lagi 17 hari result nak keluar :S