Infinite Rant
After going through their MVs in my folder, I have come to
realize that I used to love these guys to death. And I still do. It’s just that
these days I’m all about EXO that I forget how precious and dear they were once
to me.
They touch my heart in a way no other people can do and I’m
mad at myself for abandoning them. Hearing their songs that have made me fell
in love with them helplessly, watching their antics in Infinite Sesame Player.
All those things are what I’d come to love.
I feel so bad that I keep forgetting them as I’m busy
pursuing EXO. Infinite was one of the highlights of my life. I can still
remember my first time watching their performance on Music Bank Tokyo. They
performed Before the Dawn and it was love at first sight.
Of course it was L that stole my heart and to this day, he still
is the one. There was once when Sunggyu caught my eyes (or ears) because his
voice is just so mesmerizing but L took it back because he’s a dork and I love
him as he is.
I feel like crying right now. The nostalgic feeling with
Only Tears in the background as I’m typing this make me wants to bawl my eyes
out. Reminiscing is one of the things that always move me to tears. It’s
amazing how just by pulling out one memory after another can have so much
effect on me.
2011 is my favorite year to be honest. It was the last year
of my high school life. The year I’ve become a hardcore K-popper. I miss 2011
so much because it held so many beautiful moments I would like to go back every
now and then.
It’s a little sad knowing there’s no way I’ll able to go
back to the times but reminiscing is one of my favorite past times.
I will hold the memories dearly and live in them.
p/s: Sem break is nearing which means final exam is waiting :/